well... again ... back to wondering, after a days hard work i am back to my favorite pastime, wondering... is life about waiting for the right time and doing the right thing or its about doing the right thing when you want to do it. i always thought it is the first bit. when all these years i wanted to be a part of a feature film, in fact i came to mumbai,(then it was bombay) to do something in a feature film,,,, i guess half the population flocking to bombay thinks that. nothing happened... 7 years just passed like a dream and now as become almost a story to be published... so much of hard work and stupid work and time pass work... money,,, no money...
today when it looks like happening... any smaaallll... you know what i mean? a smallll part to play in a feature film? am i scared? am i lazy? am i nervous as i have been used to a very comfortable lifestyle? have i grown old? i don't know... but what i know is i must give it a try... friends like priti and anand, when they give the full assurance that.. dude.. u r doing fine.. abhi nehi to kab? .... i figure the energy in anand's voice, figure the positivity in priti's voice...
dont know if i will do a great job... but i will try... today i felt very very good... i made a budget.. and thats why this blog... i think this is the right time to do the right thing...
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